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| Published: Jul.17.2007 @ 10:27 pm
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Haunted Kiss
Inside an old green beetle
We waited with hushed breath
The rain washes the sky
And I feel so much shame
Tell me. You feel pangs of it too
I wished it would flood forever
You kept quiet, I hated you
The wretched sun came out
You summoned me
And I am your humble servant
I willingly tempt you
Such pretense on your chest
Our mission is finished
I loathed your determination
Then the gods smiled at me
Drops of water fell again
You ran, I did not
You stopped and looked back
Ran towards me, yes!
Denim jacket protected us
My sweaty hands curled
Our eyes met, my lips parted
Then you hesitated
Bastard retard!
Inside an old green beetle
Poison has run'th over
I slumped back, crushed
You started the damn engine
The light turns yellow
My eyes did not even blink
Then with a swish
Your mouth covered mine
Heated fog filled the interior
My ears burst into flames
Fireworks in grand display
I smiled, you smiled
During that rainy afternoon
I had my first taste.
A kiss that will haunt me
In my conscious state
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| Published: Jul.02.2007 @ 10:12 pm
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Circulus Vitiosus
Deep in a jungle forest
A babboon says to meerkat
"I wonder about humans.
They are interesting.
They walk on two feet.
with their noses up high
As if sniffing for food"
Meerkat scratches his ear
"You are wrong my friend.
Their nose is a signal
They are superior to us.
Noses are often different
They are made of plastic
And they pay highly for it"
Babboon picks a leaf
"Tell me, jungle pal
Why do humans wear
those funny leaves?
Pity that no fur
to keep them warm
in the bitter winter."
"You need to learn more.
Those are not leaves.
They are called clothes
It also tells them apart
They kill us for it
Much like fur around
their naked neck"
"That's awful!
They are heartless
Killing our kind
Are we food to them?
Will they take our homes
and wipe us out?
Are they our gods?
"Do not worry so much.
We will still thrive
Yet with difficulty
No, they are not gods.
They want to, I tell you.
They fight over it
I think they go to war."
Babboon eats a louse
"They also kill each other?
Is that for mating
or for partition of food?
I am scared of humans.
Not to be trusted
This world is unfair."
"Do not lose hope friend
When tables are turned
Humans will not survive.
They would die in days.
They think they figured
Out life fully on earth
But they are coconut heads."
"Coconut heads? That's funny!
I can't wat for the day
See humans fall on their knees
Walk on their four feet again.
Crawl on their belly for food
Eat insects like me, yummy!
And to be scared of us!"
Meerkat looks down
"No, I don't want that
The day they will fear us
Power is brought by hate
Humans live in contempt
If we aspire for fear
We are no different.
We are animals.
We have our own kingdom.
Humans have none
For they are divided.
If we want to rule
we become them, greed.
Vicious cycle begins
Killing each other
For power."
Babboon sighs at the sunset
"I heard enough about humans.
I saw a fallen tree by the river
I bet there are tasty maggots
for our sumptous meal, my friend
Humans probably came from maggots
What do you think?."
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| Published: Jun.03.2007 @ 10:34 pm
| Last edited: Jun.04.2007 @ 10:07 pm |
When in disgrace with fortune and men's eyes
I all alone beweep my outcast state,
And trouble deaf heaven with my bootless cries,
And look upon myself, and curse my fate,
Wishing me like to one more rich in hope,
Featured like him, like him with friends possessed,
Desiring this man's art, and that man's scope,
With what I most enjoy contented least;
Yet in these thoughts my self almost despising,
Haply I think on thee, and then my state,
Like to the lark at break of day arising
From sullen earth, sings hymns at heaven's gate;
For thy sweet love remembered such wealth brings
That then I scorn to change my state with kings.
When in disgrace with fortune and men's eyes
Habang nasa lintik na malas kasama mga tsismosa
I all alone beweep my outcast state,
Ako ay nag- iisang nagmumura sa aking kapalaran
And trouble deaf heaven with my bootless cries,
Kinukulit si Lord ng aking mga sangkaterbang reklamo
And look upon myself, and curse my fate,
Sabay tingin sa sarili at murahin ang buhay
Wishing me like to one more rich in hope,
Sana ay mas may paniniwala ako na pwede pa
Featured like him, like him with friends possessed,
Kasama mga sikat, tulad nila na may yaman
Desiring this man's art, and that man's scope,
Inggit sa ibang rangya at ibang wala ako
With what I most enjoy contented least;
Dahil sa aking pag- aari, hindi ako kuntento
Yet in these thoughts my self almost despising,
Ngunit sa aking pangungulila, mismo ako ay nabubuwisit
Haply I think on thee, and then my state,
Masaya kitang iniisip ikaw lamang tapos ang aking lagay
Like to the lark at break of day arising
Gaya sa isang ibon sa bungad ng bagong sibol
From sullen earth, sings hymns at heaven's gate;
Mula sa hirap, ligaya ay tunay na langit
For thy sweet love remembered such wealth brings
Dahil sa iyong pag- ibig, lubos na mayaman ako
That then I scorn to change my state with kings.
At hindi ko ito ipagpapalit kahit pa sa hari
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| Published: May.28.2007 @ 2:33 pm
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Pixie Dust
You were fun to be with
Flying away your worries
Always happy, carefree
In love
Peter
Then she came and flew
To Neverland, stole you
I was first
banished me
replaced
I hurt by your dismissal
My wings withered slowly
My heart broke
You're mean
Dust
Hook gave comfort and compassion
Understood me, comforted me
Locations of you
I divulged
Revenge
I was tricked, silly me!
You are in danger
Peter Pan, run!
Listen now!
Boom!
Save the children from Hook
Even her I envy
My pixie dust
You need
Hero!
Now we are together again
I am extremely joyful
She's back home
Who cares?
Jealousy?
I wonder if Hook is alive
That croc fancies him
Another hand bitten?
Poor Captain
Pity
We lay on a branch
I danced on your hand
I shake glitters
Light up!
Moon
Oh Peter, my Peter Pan
I belong to you
Just hold me
Am always
Tinkerbell
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| Published: May.17.2007 @ 12:24 am
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** Contains adult/ erotic content**
Lustful Thinking
I lust for you
Unzip your pants
Take off your shirt
Let me feel you
Long and hard
I lust for you
Allow my hands
Mouth to please you
Let me do this
Slow and hot
I lust for you
Straddle you
With my breasts
Grazing your lips
Hold me tight
I lust for you
Let me come and come
Beads of sweat on us
After a tiring day
I want to work you
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| Published: May.07.2007 @ 11:39 pm
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A hallway that is poorly lit
Catatonic faces see through me
Periwinkle birds flying
Bumblebees the size of boas
Unwashed bodies behind cages
Filthy like wild animals
Howling at the cursed wind
Swatting invisible flies
I found her in a corner
She sings the anthem
Her eyes rolled in frenzy
She plops on her own shit
I turned to him
"Is this what you want?"
"You have a choice"
"This is bullshit crazy!"
He froze at her sight
"My son! Why is your shirt blue?"
Her soiled hands on her cheeks
She rushed to him wailing
A gloomy day on a Monday afternoon
I drove two people back home
One soul trapped in an asylum
One soul lost without a mother
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| Published: Apr.26.2007 @ 8:39 am
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Beside an Acacia tree
Little girl swings with glee
Higher, higher for eyes to see
Another place where she can be
Sitting on an old plank of wood
A shadowy figure stood
In front of the innocent one
"Silly swinging!", not to be done
Stole a little time to be a child
So sad to have an adult mind
No more dolls, no more tin drums
No laughing, no room for silly hums
Little girl cries at such sorrow
In her pillow, her face is burrowed
"I hate this life, I hate her"
Tells herself she can't go any further
Pots cleaned, floors to be mop
A simple mistake equals a heavy slap
She touches her bruised cheeks
She is helpless and so weak
Beside an Acacia tree
Little girl swings with no glee
Higher, higher not to see
Another place where she can't be
Beside a maple tree
Woman swings with glee
An act which is silly
Higher, higher for her eyes to see
A place where she is now free
I glanced up the sky to count the clouds which look like rabbits, dinosaurs and dolphins and .............
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| Published: Apr.06.2007 @ 4:28 pm
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With eyes closed
I see the warmth of snow
The way the fishes reach for the sky
And the birds swim to the depths of the ocean
With eyes closed
I hear the scent of your neck
The raindrops burn my skin
And the ashes bring forth life
With eyes closed
I walk under rainfalls
The cloud radiates a kaleidoscope
And your kiss leads me to the abyss
With eyes closed
I run on flames of thunder
The mist shows me the golden path
And your words shakes my coffin
With eyes closed
I hold the air in a purple bag
The door swings up and down
And your face etched in my mind
With eyes closed
I believe in blind faith
The wolves tame the does
And I wear your flaming ring
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| Published: Apr.06.2007 @ 4:24 pm
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Dearest,
My hands trembled
With the pink paper
Unfolding it with fear
The thought of being caught
Tugs my heart like a cursed hook
I read the first line
"To my dearest, my everything"
And with each word that followed
My curiosity killed my innocence
A decade flew, I still remember the letter
A missive of love
Laced with pain and deception
"I am returning to be with you
My darling, I am sorry for leaving."
I imagined the tears of the person
Reading and regretting in limbo
"You always had me. It can still be.
Just trust me now. I was a fool before.
But it is you I want, I need. So please"
Echoes crawl under my skin, numbness sets in
"Leave her, I was first in your life."
"I will wait for your call
I promise I will stay this time.
Forgive me and give me another chance
I love you, I love you. I beg you.
I know I can make you happy."
I slid the paper back
Inside the old, brown suitcase
Closed it fast,flicked the combinations
I ran like the wind, out of the room
I had to find him, lash at him
How could he do this?
Why did he still keep the letter?
Dilemma, should I tell? I will be called out
I watched closely when he fiddled with the suitcase
I memorized the venus trap numbers with mischief
I kept my silence, I chose to
It was in the past, he never admitted it
But I wanted an answer to a lingering question
Why he still stays? Inspite of the pain
Endless fights, blows to his ego
That pink paper may be lost
Or does he still read it?
Especially when he doubts his decision
He was really in love with the woman
His first love, his soulmate, his supposed life
Two years ago, I got the answer
Under the unveiled aroma of alcohol
He leaned closed as I steered the wheel
"I know you read the letter
You put it in the wrong compartment."
My face turned red with shame and guilt
"Yes, she was my lover
For a long time, I waited
She left me for greener pasture.
I felt alone, betrayed and forgotten
I acted on impulse, I chose to move on."
"She wanted me back
I still remember her to this day
But I fell deeply in love with you
I cannot bring myself to leave you
You are now my everything."
I understood in silence
I smiled as he looked away
He chose me above his happiness
I made a sharp curve hastily
But who cares? He loves me, only me
"I may be drunk but I felt that bump!
Shift to lower gear when it is a sharp curve.
You are still stubborn. I 'll just close my eyes
But I still want to live longer sweetheart."
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| Published: Apr.06.2007 @ 4:07 pm
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A walk in the cold dark alley
Woman fixes her scarf and hat
Man steals a glance at her lips
Cold mist comes with every breath
A walk in the cold street
Woman sighs heavily with each step
Man mumbles something to her
Cars are deafening the silence
A walk across the avenue
Woman looks at the flower beds
Man whistles to her annoyance
He stops and breathes defeat
A walk on the next block
Woman folds her hands
Man lowers head, hopeless
A battle that will not end
A walk to the front of the door
Woman waits by the lit window
Man fiddles for the keys
Curses the cold wind
A walk into the house
Woman drops her bag
Man takes off his coat
Couch is the only solace
A walk across the room
Woman stares at man
Playfully put his hands
Around her waist
A walk inside the room
Woman sighs on the bed
Man kisses her forehead
Basking under ecstasy
A walk towards the wall
Woman goes under the blanket
Lights are off, he holds her
Close to his heart and soul
Woman whispers "I am sorry"
Man replies "I love you"
A walk in the darkness
Turns into utter bliss
A walk in the unknown
Woman smells his neck
Man moves closer in the dark
It is the end of senseless pride
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