From
Hell to Eternity of Ashura

The sun
was shining above me and the heat was burning my shoulders…
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From the beginning, I have been -patiently and firmly- keeping
the secrets of humankind in my heart; Ah!
How hard has it been to
wait and Anticipate; every time that I have wished to swallow
human race for things they have done, the gentle foot steps of the
chosen-ones on my shoulders, reminded me that I had to wait and
Anticipate… .
I
am the dusty earth, the blessed one who have had the celestial
opportunity to be the ground which all the chosen-ones have walked
upon; my heart is where I have stored the fountain of their tears and
I am the host of their immaculate bodies;
O’ yes! I am so
blessed and yet so heart-broken from the dark secrets of the
evil-ones… .
A
long time ago, when the Prophet Adam (PBUH) walked on my land of
Karbala, I remember that he took a handful of me and kissed it and
cried; he talked about that which was going to happen in my Karbala…
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Throughout the ages, again and again, I heard from the chosen-ones
the same sad melody regarding the land of Karbala; and when I heard
the Prophet Mohammad (PBUH&HP) -the most beloved creation of
Allah whom the heavens and I were created for- holding his little
grandson, Hossain, in his kind arms and whispering that he was the
Hossain of Karbala.
I wanted to shake so hard that nothing would
remain but I had Mohammad, Ali, Fatima, Hassan and Hossain (PBUT), …
, on my shoulders; O’ Allah!it has been so hard to wait and
Anticipate… .
That
day I knew not how was I to feel; that day, I was the ground which
the caravan of Imam Hossain (PBUH) and his companions, were traveling
upon;
I wished that I could rearrange my map and relocate my Karbala
and place it on the other side of oceans, so far away where that
caravan could never get to; but… .
In
one of the resting places, not so far away from Mecca, Imam Hossain
(PBUH) asked his companions to take additional water from me, much
more than what they needed until their next stop;
I wondered why?!
The
caravan was continuing the journey under the sun above; looking into
Hossain’s eyes.
It was as if I could see the entire history of
humankind which I had stored in my heart, those eyes were as vast as
existence itself; I could not believe my dusty eyes! Was that the
Prophet?!
No, that was Ali-Akbar, the son of Imam Hossain (PBUT); O’
my Lord! He looked so much like the Prophet (PBUH&HP)!
Suddenly
I felt a trembling on my shoulders which was caused by hundreds of
horses coming towards the caravan; who were they?
The
Imam asked his companions to stop until those men on horses, would
reach them.
They were coming from Kufah; Horr -a top officer of
Obaidullah son of Zyyad,the ruler of Kufah- and 1000 men; the mouths
of those men and their horses’ too, were as dry as I was, they
were so thirsty; that kind Imam -he who was the manifestation of the
Prophet’s kindness, benevolence, fairness,… -
gently
asked his companions to give water to those men and their horses, too
and he himself gave water to one of them who was thirstier than
others and had fallen behind;
I knew then that Hossain -who with his
Divine Knowledge, knew- had taken those additional waters for his
enemies!
I felt smaller than my smallest sand, in the presence of all
that greatness… .

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Every
time Hossain’s heavenly face touched me in prostration, I
wanted to stop turning so that celestial moment would remain
forever and ever.
That day, they all stood behind Hossain to pray,
Hossain’s companions, Horr and his men, too.
After the
prayers, Hossain looked at the men from Kufah and reminded them
that he was the progeny of their Prophet…; Hossain reminded
them of the thousands of letters written by the people of Kufah,
inviting him to their city, to be their Amir and to end the
oppressions.
But Horr said that he knew nothing of those letters!
By Hossain’s request, his companions brought the letters and
showed them to Horr. Horr just said that he never wrote a letter
and that he had the order to take Hossain to his superior -the son
of Zyyad- in Kufah; but Hossain refused to submit.
In response,
Horr did not know what to do because he had the order to take
Hossain with him and not the order to fight him; so, he sent an
envoy to Kufah for new orders. Meanwhile, Horr asked Hossain
(PBUH) to move slowly, neither towards Kufah and nor to Medina,
until the return of the envoy.
Imam accepted and Hossain and his
companions along with Horr and his men, continued on. On the way,
again Horr asked Hossain (PBUH) to submit and he told the Imam
that his life might be in danger; Hossain responded that he was
not afraid of dying… .
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All
those years, on the one hand, I -the dusty earth- had been witnessing
the purity, sincerity and beauty of the Prophet Mohammad and his
God-chosen Successors;
it was not too long ago when I opened my arms
and took thee Prophet in my heart, and a short while after that, his
beloved daughter -Fatima, the ever green broken flower of his
garden-; a few years later, I felt the warm and sacred blood of Ali
on my shoulders.
I knew then that Ali’s spirit was eager to fly
to where he belonged and I embraced his celestial body; then I had to
take Hassan (PBUH), another heavenly flower from Allah’s
garden, inside me!
On the other hand, all those years, I was also
witnessing the evil doings which those people -who called themselves
the Caliphs and successors of the Prophet- were doing, mostly
secretly, but Yazid son of Mo’aawiah -the Bani Omayah ruler of
Hossain’s time- seemed the most shameless of them all, he did
so many indecent and unjust acts, not only secretly but also openly.
I wondered, were all those regular people blind or had they chosen to
be blind-hearted?!
The
messenger returned from Kufah; He carried a letter from the son of
Zyyaad.
In it, Horr was ordered to ask Hossain to pledge his
allegiance to Yazid son of Mo’aawiah as the leader of the
Muslims and successor of the Prophet;
Horr was told that if Hossain
refused to do so, Horr had to be very hard on Hossain and prohibit
him from entering Kufah and he was to keep Hossain and his companions
in the hot and dry desert away from water… .
Imam
and his companions -guarded by Horr and his men- entered my hot and
dry Karbala on Moharram the 2, year 61 A.H.; entering
Karbala, Hossain (PBUH) said that the land was where his Grandfather
-
The chosen Prophet of Allah- had prophesied that their blood would
be poured upon… .
There
was a waterway to the Euphrates river, in the proximity; I wondered,
why did Horr let the Imam stay there, while his orders were to be
hard on the Imam?!

From
Kufah, a top officer of Obaidullah son of Zyyaad named Omar son of
sa’d, along with over 4000 soldiers, arrived in Karbala, and
Horr and his men went under his command; as days passed, the number
of soldiers grew to tens of thousands.
O’ my Lord! You only
know, how I wished that I could swallow them and place my dirt over
them and prevent them from what they were planning to do… .
On
the 7th of Moharram, Omar son of sa’d ordered his
men to close the waterway to the Euphrates river -which Hossain and
his companions had access to- and therefore, the supply of water was
cut off from Imam Hossain (PBUH) and his companions!
How
could the people of Kufah do that?!
Had they truly forgotten, just a
few years back when Hossain was a child and my back was broken from
dryness, there was a drought in Kufah.
I remember that at that time,
the people of Kufah -many of them, the same people who were now
standing against Hossain- went to Ali (PBUH) and asked him to implore
the Lord for rain and Ali told them to ask Hossain and they did so;
it was Hossain who implored Allah for rain and Allah -loving Hossain
so much- answered his prayer and the drought was over; had they truly
forgotten or was it just convenient to forget?!
O’ my lord! I
can not believe how ignorant some humans are!
Do they not know that
their sustenance is from you?
So, why do they do so many wrong
things, in order to just gain more?! Do they truly not know that
everything is from you or do they just freely choose to be ignorant?!
I -with my dusty eyes- saw a different look on Horr’s face.
May
be -now that they had cut off the water supply to Hossain and his
companions-
Horr was thinking about the time when Hossain -so kindly-
gave him and his thirsty men and horses water in the middle of the
desert!
I saw the same look on Horr’s face, every time -during
these few days-Hossain send messages to Omar son of Sa’d and
tried to enlighten and guide his heart and mind and save him from
Hell.
I was so sure that something was happening inside Horr,
something wonderful.
When
Omar son of Sa’d was getting ready to start the war, Horr -who
could not believe that the son of Sa’d was actually going to
fight the son of the Prophet- went to the son of Sa’d and asked
him if he was really going to fight Hossain?
He responded that yes he
was going to throw their heads on the ground, on me!
Then Horr asked
him why he did not accept Hossain’s messages and
recommendations, to prevent all this; the son of Sa’d just said
that he had permission not!
I remember when Hossain talked to the son
of Sa’d and asked him to obey Allah and choose salvation and
Heaven, Omar said that he was promised the rulership of the city of
Ray by the son of Zyyaad and right then, Hossain told him that he
would never reach Ray, but Omar son of Sa’d laughed and chose
Hell over Heaven.
That is when, I noticed that familiar look on
Horr’s face, again.
That
morning, the 10th of Moharram, year 61 A.H. Horr was on
his horse, standing next to one of his cousins; Horr asked him,
whether or not he had watered his horse?
He responded that he had not
and then left Horr to water his horse.
Every one was getting ready to
attack Hossain (PBUH) and his companions.
Another one of horr’s
cousins -named Mohaajer who was standing close- came to Horr and
asked him, what was he planning in his mind? But Horr responded him
not.
Suddenly
Horr started to tremble, Mohaajer was so surprised, because he knew
Horr very well, Horr was one of the most courageous and strongest men
he knew.
Mohaajer asked Horr about his trembling; Horr said that he
was seeing himself between Heaven and Hell and then Horr continued:
I
swear to Allah, I hold dear nothing more than Heaven and I am not
going to give up Heaven even if they cut me into pieces and burn me!
Then
Horr rode his horse towards Hossain, towards Heaven and away from
Hell; and I was proud to be the ground that he rode his horse upon…
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The Act's that happen just shortly after,was the cruelty of killing..meanless and without honor.
May Our Beloved Imam Hussein rest in peace.Ameen
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