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I saw her there...
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Published: May.29.2007 @ 5:50 pm | Last edited: May.29.2007 @ 4:57 am

Once I saw her creeping my window
    ran my fingers through her warmth,
Then saw her dancing from across my room;
Heard her sing hymns in the dark
    and embraced me in the shivering cold.

 

Once I saw her knocking at our neighbor’s door
    as she tell stories that were never yet told,
Then saw her teasing butterflies in the garden;
Cheering for the strength of the trees
    and whistling with the beat of the leaves.

 

Once I saw her in the eyes of a child
    stared through her depth,
Then saw her skipping rope with the lame;
Painting rainbows with the blind
    and chanting songs with the deaf and the mute.

 

Once I saw her with an educator
     teaching the kids how to live and love,
Then saw her amongst playing street children;
Walking barefoot with a vendor on the road
     shielding her from the heat and the rain.

 

Once I saw her nudge a learner
     and applauding at his pre-reading skills,
Then encouraging an examinee take his cool;
Whispering a prayer for a sick mother next door
     and humming a lullaby to this baby in my womb.

 

Once I saw her writing a poem for her beloved
     composing a tune for the love she has found,
Then caressing the figure of her work of art;
Delighting her senses with the hues of the horizon
      feasting with the scent of ocean breeze.

 

Once I saw her shouting at the top of her voice
     going wild like a bohemian in a charade,
Then keeping still in a stupor of some sort;
Thinking about the world in its ugliest and meanest form;
      meditating on how to achieve balance of power.

 

Once I saw her partying like there was no tomorrow
     waltzing with every man and woman,
Then touching every soul she meets along;
Figuring out how she can stay forever
     bequeathing symmetry in an ever changing race.

 

Once I saw her sneak out of a home
     after hearing one curse after another,
Then tears welling from her deep-set eyes;
A minute later, I saw her soaring against gravity
    disappearing through the thick engulfing clouds.

 

Once I saw her escape from a disillusioned man
     saw in her a faint hope to see him smile again,
Then grabbing an abused child away from her prey;
Assuring the unfortunate that all will be over soon
     giving confidence to the scarred that the light will come.

 

Once I saw her fleeing from a hungry beggar
     bleeding, only a centavo left in her slivered pocket,
Then wrenching depression out of his collared-sleeve;
Substantiating a meaningless existence find its purpose
    ensuring that one day there will be homeostasis.

 

I saw her in a house of stone
and in a dilapidated area;
I saw her in the grandest towers
and in the slum areas;
I saw her in a luxurious suite
and in a ramshackled nook;
I saw her in glittering gown
and in a shabbied tee;
I saw her in a man in Porsche 
and in an old scavenger’s cart;
I saw her in a child
and in an aged fellow;
I saw her among the educated
and amidst the ignorant;
I saw her among the elite
and amidst the less fortunate;
I saw her less among the proud
and more amidst the humble
I saw her feigned among the popular
and more real among the unpretentious;
I saw her simulated among the rich
and more sincere among the meager;
I saw her shammed by the affluent
and more heart-felt by the simple.

 

Yes… I saw her there.
I saw her here.
I saw her everywhere.

 

She is laughter.
She is joy.
She is happiness.

Come walk with her…

Smoothly wrinkled
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Published: May.24.2007 @ 5:25 pm

Captured moments of a love
that never gone sour
through the years.

Her white long gown
still tucked unscathed
inside her aging coffer.

His tux still as black
as their first night
together in union.

Her smile in no way
changed with the tides
still very woman.

Him is just a memory now
for his canoe drove him to shore
earlier than his beloved.

Her body fragile
had taken aback by age
but gracefully.

Her looks constantly cool
with discerning eyes
words uplifting.

Her wisdom never fading
loving unconditionally
always giving.

Her piece of music
still playing in harmony
with the hushing nightfall.

I love my grandmother
I’ll give her heaven
if I can
I’ll hold her hand forever
if possible
see her smoothly wrinkled
by this bivouac called life…

Men... Fancy and Real
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Published: May.24.2007 @ 5:12 pm | Last edited: May.24.2007 @ 4:18 am

I have the Father who stood by me
 who accepted me as I am… and
A father who left me wounded
 
whom I will join in spirit
when my sun shall dawn on me…


I met an altar boy whom I adored so much
 enough for me to be in utter stupor during 1st Friday masses
 but when he finally got to know I liked him
 I turned my back & ran away…
 afraid to even look at him straight in the eye,
the next thing I know, he had found love
not for me but for a friend (Ouch!).


Then I came across a tall, dark & handsome dancer
 and a basketball star player
 but that’s just it…
 he’s got a head that needs to be bludgeoned
 with a bang of details so he could understand simpletons.
When did I realize that?
It took me almost three years. Nice eh?


After him was someone who care for some lung poison
 a joker who played magic in my heart
 not sure if there was really us
 or if he ever really loved me at all
 but the surest thing is…
 when he left, I felt a stirring pain
 like fork grating across a blackboard;


Sooner was my worst nightmare
 I may have loved him… or so I thought
 he was inflated, yet hollow,
 empty… void of gentlemanliness
 but won’t waste my precious energy with him.
 That was then. Now my heart bleeds
 as I see him fight against death.


And thank goodness for this man I married
 he just came on time
rescued me from a feigned relationship
 became my lover and my bestfriend,
 my parenting partner and home of my soul,
 my potpourri, calming my senses
 yet driving my spirit to soar high.

 

We were high school friends...
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Published: May.24.2007 @ 5:10 pm

We were thirteen
young and impulsive
so much queries
so many things we want to discover.

We were fourteen
vibrant and dynamic
so much to offer
so many plans we want to accomplish.

We were fifteen
perfectionist and idealistic
so much passion to drive us
so many dreams we want to achieve.

We were sixteen
loving and struggling
believing that the world is kind
building faith that we can.

We were seventeen
started to live in our own shells
fulfilling our own dreams
reaching for our own stars.

We were twenty-three
filling the gaps that drew us apart
reliving the memories that we shared
uniting the bridges to keep us connected.

We were twenty-six
settling the life that we want to live
putting into place pieces of ourselves
painting a better kaleidoscope of who we are.

We are now
aging with the friendship that we share
maturing in wisdom
following different paths we so carefully chose
but never on our own
because forever, we have each other.

 

Potpourri
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Published: May.23.2007 @ 5:44 pm

Potpourri
he showed me beauty
painted more than seven colors
of the rainbow,
showered me not of chocolates,
flowers and precious stuff
but he gave me his life.


Hodgepodge
he sings me a medley
nobody knows when he’ll stop
hope he won’t because
his voice delights my senses
and when I close my eyes
his presence seems all over me.


Odds and ends
he tied my shoelace to the ground
thought I would not be able to run
but instead I flew to my dreams.
“To be or not to be?”
he asked with an irresistible charm.
I answered, “Stay beside me.”


Bits and bobs
everything is He…
a mixture of hues of amber,
bright velvety drops of mist,
a rush of crimson waves
touching my soles on the sand
as I rest my heart and life to thee…

Happiness in love... found!
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Published: May.23.2007 @ 5:21 pm | Last edited: May.23.2007 @ 4:52 am

Daylight penetrated
 my shadowy life
Rays of hope
 came like prophets
angels descended for the good news
 proclaiming love … found!

   But doubt hovered
    my heart filled with fear
     for the doomed value of my youth
      and the principles I broke;
     for the love found for eternity
      that shed light to this
       abandoned spirit.

 I may have bridged over sorrow
 and crossed the darkness of tunnels
I may have fought the inevitable
 and lost the stupid game they call love;
but then again, I hoped
 and my prayer was granted,
he accepted this scorned soul
 and embraced the beleaguered woman in me.

      Then vows were made
    But hey! Were they from Heaven?
   Do I deserve happiness?
    Do I deserve love?
     Do I deserve him?
He may be the one …
 He has to be the one …

   Deep in this wounded heart
 stream a music that was searching …
  for the right note to be struck,
 so love would radiate
  from the unknown crypt
   where I once hid 
    from the selfishness of my prey.
 

     Now the chains were broken
    the burden was lifted up;
   the love I was once just yearning for
    conquered the fear that blinded me,
   and has brought me home
    from that of which I thought
     was my sarcophagus
      of no return.
 

  And now I have known
 what real happiness is
Yes! It’s in the arms of my husband
 it’s in the warmth of his embrace
  it’s in the song of his silence
 it’s in the melody of his voice
 it’s in the solitude I have found in his gaze
 it’s in the music of his laughter
  it’s in the joy of his love …
Yes! It’s in this man
 that I have found happiness in love 
  at last!

 

Timeless Tale
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Published: May.23.2007 @ 5:19 pm

 Timeless tale I’ve never heard
 begin to echo melodiously within thy heart,
 the memories of an enchantment
 of a love story blessed from the start.

It began with a church bell
 then a song full of soul,
 the breaking of the dawn
 marked the blooming of a love first unknown.

Warm gestures… quiet looks
 unsteady pulse that only thy heart understands;
 eager glances… stolen gazes
 silent wishes of two hearts trapped.

Thought there will never be us,
 thought there existed nothing;
 thought there was none
 no forever for you and me.

But the power was ablaze
 there was more than the feelings,
 like Joseph had loved Mary
 and that made the spirit even grow stronger
 keeping the love
   a timeless tale
    thy heart ever told...

Happiness in love
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Published: May.23.2007 @ 5:15 pm | Last edited: May.23.2007 @ 4:53 am

Darkness… caves
 light… valleys and plains
  Where does this road lead me?
Rain poured… unexpectedly,
 flood came, drowning my soul;
 my heart pounding
 eyes blurred with tears
my mind traveling
 way back…


   
     Am I wrong?
      meeting love
      meeting hatred
       yet, chose to love again?
     I came across sorrow in happiness,
     I felt pain in love…
      but I never learned!

 

Now, I wallow in misery… again.
 Was it I?
 Was it you?
 Wasn’t it right for us?
  I tried to understand
  I know you gave your best, too.
Perhaps it was love.
 Perhaps in wasn’t.
 Or still, time wasn’t right
  that you and I would be…

 

     Wandering… I came to a stop,
      “Do I love you?”
        I listened…
      “I’m no longer sure
       as I was before.”
      Was it because of pride?
       I don’t know.
     Then I let go…
Disguising myself…
 I smile.
 I laugh.
 Thinking…
  Oh! We really would never be!

 

     Asking myself
      "When would happiness
       be real happiness
        not pain clothe in joy;
      when will love
       be endless and true love?"
     Only heaven knows!

 

Hoping… wishing
 praying hard, too
  that in the right time
   in a right place
    with the right person
     I’ll find happiness in love…

unspoken love
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Published: May.23.2007 @ 5:13 pm

if love is a song
that fades in the air
and a dance
 that ends with the beat;
and if love is a flower
 that withers with time
and a fragrance
 that can be blown by the wind
tell me…
 how will I love thee?

      if  time and space
       are so far apart
      like the core of the earth
       with that of the starts
      then tell me…
       how will you and I be?

oh! will these things still
 matter now?
now that love rules
 not knowing logic and reason;
but of course, we can
 it can be you and me.

 

Shadows
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Published: May.23.2007 @ 5:02 pm

Memories… painful?
     second chance… what for?
memories… blissful?
     second chance… would it be worth it?
the past
      it came creeping
      down to the present;
intertwined…
      with what there is.


Silhouette of the man
shadows of the past
forget me or
forget me not
forgotten!

Ah! I’m here.
you’re from beyond.
a memory from the past…
     the shadow.
the present
     my future,
     no longer you
     too late.

Memories seem to farce.
 too far to remember.
  less painful to forgive.
your world,
 isn’t my world;
and so is mine
 it can never be yours.

For the present
 isn’t the past.
  and the future
   will never be the shadow.


You belong to the past
 the shadow
  too hazy to haunt me.
my present
my future
 no longer you
  too late.


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